20/3
fresh new start
always
but then there is only 10 minutes until the bus arrives and you have to do everything super quick so you wont miss the bus. almost every morning this happens to me when I dont have to hurry. Snd still I never learn, I keep on taking it slow when having extra time. feels lovely to be me!
gain more energy
Sitting in school and studying for a chemistry exam we hae ve in a couple of days, and then when hearing a song on the radio I started thinking back on how my life was a year ago.
I was still in the IB program but my grade was very bad and I was really close to retake that year. you can say that I was tired on everything. scool, my friends, my hobbies- yeah everything. but finally i mad it and I could proced to IB1 (the second year in the IB program). during the summer I didnt nothing concidering school. and then I really mean NOTHING. I just took one day at the time. If i wanted to sleep to 12 o'clock i did that, if I wanted to go running I did that. I wasnt thinking about what I actually should be doing because I had nothing I SHOULD be doing.
The point of me telling you this is because I came to the conclusion that you have to take a break sometimes. since 8th grade I had been almost nothing but studying. I am not kidding! I was so focused on school. On my spare time I did not send time with friends :P I just read books.
in the beginning I thought it was fun and I got good grades. But studying so much made it boring after a while and thats when it started to get really bad.
But after taking that needed brake I was back on track and although I have to work twice as hard now to understand (without the background knowledge you got in the first year). but actually Im enjoying studying much again. But I have learned my lesson so now Im taking a break sometimes just doing what I enjoy doing.
For me it can be:
* spending time with my lovely animals
* going out for a run all by myself
* gathering my friends and just hang out :)